What's your favorite disguise? [/meta]
posted by letter shredder @ 11:59 a.m. on 1/20/2006
"Great art is about conflict and pain and guilt and longing and love disguised as sex and sex disguised as love..."
-- Lester Bangs, Almost Famous
Saturday, June 04, 2005
The INTP me
I'm dead broke...
Just earlier, I told Jen, our batch head in UG, that I intend to defer. I'm not sure if they still went on with the meeting and if he has told our other batchmates that I would defer.
I know I still need to talk to them. At least to my batchmates and some officers.
The consequence, I would never be considered for application again.
I have so many decisions to make right now and I cannot promise that I can devote most of my time to the batch project.
I have to find a job and support myself to live in Manila. Brrrr... I have to find a new place. Awin said I can still stay with them until I found one but 60% of myself (just think which part) tells me I should find my own place and meanwhile, stay in Manila.
Still about to talk to my parents about it.
I really felt sad when I realized that I'm giving-up the unit. But I had no choice, I cannot pay the rent. Drama has no room in my decisions right now...
Lord, help me in making these decisions... May I be safe and all my troubles be gone so I can help my family and other people more.