What's your favorite disguise? [/meta]
posted by letter shredder @ 11:59 a.m. on 1/20/2006
"Great art is about conflict and pain and guilt and longing and love disguised as sex and sex disguised as love..."
-- Lester Bangs, Almost Famous
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead
Her Green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans.
Just to get rid of itself.
And It Wears Her Out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.
She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And It Wears Him Out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears him out.
She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My Fake Plastic Love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And It Wears Me Out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out.
And if I could BE who you wanted
If I could BE who you wanted,
All the time, all the time, ohhh... ohh...
Can I say I'm worn out?
Happy birthday sa Yeba!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
The INTP me
I'm dead broke...
Just earlier, I told Jen, our batch head in UG, that I intend to defer. I'm not sure if they still went on with the meeting and if he has told our other batchmates that I would defer.
I know I still need to talk to them. At least to my batchmates and some officers.
The consequence, I would never be considered for application again.
I have so many decisions to make right now and I cannot promise that I can devote most of my time to the batch project.
I have to find a job and support myself to live in Manila. Brrrr... I have to find a new place. Awin said I can still stay with them until I found one but 60% of myself (just think which part) tells me I should find my own place and meanwhile, stay in Manila.
Still about to talk to my parents about it.
I really felt sad when I realized that I'm giving-up the unit. But I had no choice, I cannot pay the rent. Drama has no room in my decisions right now...
Lord, help me in making these decisions... May I be safe and all my troubles be gone so I can help my family and other people more.