What's your favorite disguise? [/meta]
posted by letter shredder @ 11:59 a.m. on 1/20/2006
"Great art is about conflict and pain and guilt and longing and love disguised as sex and sex disguised as love..."
-- Lester Bangs, Almost Famous
Friday, May 21, 2004
i've lost many things just this month...including my cellphone.
the problem is, when i lose things, i tend to buy new ones exactly the same with the previous ones.
i just haven't realized if that also applies to people i think i lost...
yesterday, i found out Alina already belongs to a band. bigla akong na-depress. i'm happy for alina, i just envy her. she's the vocalist.
I ALWAYS WANTED A BAND! MY OWN BAND!
but i don't know why i don't have any channel to have one. well, i know people passionate with bands, but they don't tend to be as passionate as i am. at buo na 'yung banda nila. ayoko namang mang-agaw ng pwesto.
people say i could sing. i mean, sing well... i also know i do sing well... but it's frustrating that i can't express that talent...
there's rj and my high school friends. but i don't think they know how i appreciate them and their music. ayoko na nung paminsan-minsan lang tumutugtog. it's not that i want to have one for a living. i want to have regular rehearsals just for the fun of listening to and playin our own choice of music,if not our own, and gettin together.
a band is usually a small group. and i've always wanted small, intimate groups...