What's your favorite disguise? [/meta]

posted by letter shredder @ 11:59 a.m. on 1/20/2006

"Great art is about conflict and pain and guilt and longing and love disguised as sex and sex disguised as love..."
                                          -- Lester Bangs, Almost Famous

Friday, May 21, 2004

posted by letter shredder at 6:29 PM

Losing Grip

i've lost many things just this month...including my cellphone.

the problem is, when i lose things, i tend to buy new ones exactly the same with the previous ones.

i just haven't realized if that also applies to people i think i lost...

yesterday, i found out Alina already belongs to a band. bigla akong na-depress. i'm happy for alina, i just envy her. she's the vocalist.


but i don't know why i don't have any channel to have one. well, i know people passionate with bands, but they don't tend to be as passionate as i am. at buo na 'yung banda nila. ayoko namang mang-agaw ng pwesto.

people say i could sing. i mean, sing well... i also know i do sing well... but it's frustrating that i can't express that talent...


there's rj and my high school friends. but i don't think they know how i appreciate them and their music. ayoko na nung paminsan-minsan lang tumutugtog. it's not that i want to have one for a living. i want to have regular rehearsals just for the fun of listening to and playin our own choice of music,if not our own, and gettin together.

a band is usually a small group. and i've always wanted small, intimate groups...


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